At first, I was thrilled! Only one more month of my B.A. studies? Wooohoo!
And today I find myself back where I was before. Not that I can't see the finish line any more. My friend's point made me look up and see that (no more head-down anymore!). But in light of my impending graduation, I find myself worrying even more.
I am having a very hard time believing that my plan for the next few years may not be God's plan for my next few years.
I want to get into JET.
Maybe God doesn't have that in store for me.
I want to become a teacher.
Maybe God doesn't have that in store for me.
I want to live in New Zealand (still).
Maybe God doesn't have that in store for me.
The list is longer, but I am just barely clinging to the promises God has given me. And yet, I just reminded another friend (not the one above) that the plans God has for us, although they may not be our plans, these plans give us HOPE and a FUTURE. And right now, that is what I am holding onto.
